Even the DEAD can teach you something..

Well nevertheless it has reached the time of the year when we have to pay respect to our ancestors...Oh yes... it is a time we call "Cheng Beng".

For starters, this years Cheng Beng was not much different than all the other years and I must personally say that this year's weather compared to ALL the other years were indeed rather erratic. However despite the climate change, people also in fact change BUT not for the better yet for the worst. To me, i personally take it to heart.(YES! I admit...I am a little sensitive)

Now back to the story....Yes I may understand that I am indeed of a different religion as you BUT lets not deny the fact that I AM STILL CHINESE!! (Problem??)

You can hate me all you want but my presence there and the fact that I am carrying out my duty and respects need not have your approval to begin with.

Questions were thrown across the grave as such:-

"Why not you let those who have MORE experience deal with this?"

(MORE experience? as in referring to MORE chinese? or Younger? or even MORE Buddhist?)

Anyone care to EXPLAIN?

"Err...can you actually hold the"Joss stick" ?"

(Eh! Hello?? Auntie? Mana lu hilang when I was holding it EVERY year for the past few years??)

#The fact that the weather was getting hotter by the minute...got my temperature boiling even to a higher degree!!

I mean what is wrong with you? Seriously? I have feelings too you know... even YES my cousin sister also shows me attitude (NOT in the best manner).. Just because you think you are smatter and get most praises form people does not GIVE you the right to step above me.. and please NO one is actually competing with you...

QUOTE: " When people are humble and respect you, that does not mean they are afraid of you, they just do not want to look down on you"

So yea! I actually do not care if you buy a new gadget.. for these things are just there momentary, because of Materialism you forget your principles of life.. we should based our FAMILY relationship on TRUST,UNDERSTANDING,RESPECT, and EQUALITY.... these are values we can NEVER buy...

#Lesson learnt : We may SEE others as being different than us, BUT stand in their shoes and you will SEE that they actually see us as being DIFFERENT compared to them.

No matter how much of critiques we may receive from our own family members, we may be hurt and what-so-ever BUT we can never deny that they are family NO MATTER what..Don't do onto others what they do onto us. ALL religion surely states do kind to others as kindness will come back in return.. :)

Sincerely

~FreeStyler~

April Fool? or I am the Fool

Being open to all culture and diversity may NOT always be the best solution.

"Look! It's already the 1st of April! April Fool!"

This used to be a day I look forward to the most...Yes! I must say I used to be childish :) People change and for the first time in 23 years, April's Fool made me the biggest fool ever..Something so dear yet hurts so deeply.. Why?What?How? well Here it goes....

#LESSON LEARNT (1) : NEVER gamble with ones LIFE...

"LIFE was NEVER a game that we can SIMPLY play with"...yes those were the exact words an old auntie at the temple told me a few days back yet a swept that advice aside..till last night when I was driving along Lebuhraya Damansara-Puchong, I saw with my own eyes, A proton persona gambling his/her life on the highway as the car was squeezing in between metal beasts on the left and right.. UNTIL suddenly a small Kancil appeared in the middle of no where..That was when the Persona rammed into the Kancil and smoke came gushing out.. You see many people think driving is easy and being FAST is the way to show off road skill. SEE the word ROAD SKILL... Reset the spacing and then u will see the REAL meaning... ROADS KILL... Seeing things in a different perspective made me think that in LIFE we must learn from time..

#LESSON LEARNT (2) : NEVER underestimate others...

There are people who seem to be sad/helpless/ or even seem to be such as a damsel in distress. Well this is a based on a true story that I think EVERYONE can relate to. If I see one person down/sad or need help... I will automatically help and even consider them dear to me (foolish I know, yet I still do it for this is HOW I am :) ) so there are a few people who i have been with for some time and this week seems to be "THE" week where these people really test my patience... How is it that people whom we help can become so selfish to the extend that they do not know that they make people sacrifice for them? Is it because we are too kind? or is it Just because we are adaptive to such pain that we become numb ourselves? As for me, sacrificing time with family and all just to help these type of people begin to make my efforts seem meaningless and i do not see the point in helping but yet at the corner of my consciousness i remember something that my senior once said to me "Look Forward and Set a goal but NEVER once forget where you started from" .. Never forget your roots and stay focus on work... this will make sure goals will be achieve.. After ALL I might be a FOOL now but I made me stand up to be a better man in the FUTURE :)

Sincerely,

~FreeStyler~

Some scar are meant to STAY

When a person does wrong for the first time we would forgive them i they ask for it. What if it was a continuous occurance? And what if the reasons used was "please forgive me for the LAST TIME" how many last time are there? What is LAST? Are you that dumb not to notice that you have been the one doing the wrongs and I am the one fixing your mess. What am I? Your maid? You come to us with a pathethic face which really got sympathy from everyone and NOT only that, you scrutinize my reputation until people think im the villain.. Please.. Im not as evil as your are. I think it ends everything.. Im done trying to ignore the pain u have caused and im also done wasting my time trying to save you, I tot u were worth it but actually you are not worth anything. Worst case scenario is that you still dont know where u went wrong, you're disgusting and filthy and rotten in EVERY WAY! I used to help u coz I thought u needed sincere help but it turns out ir just a hypocrite, a wolf on sheeps clothing! Go torture someone else for the scar yi have caused has bleeded to often and i will not be stupid again .

Lost for love

A story that began a few years back with ups and down.. Funny when the whole world colapse when the love of ur lifee leaves u. Im sorry if i had done anything wrong. Forgive me. i still love u... I still do. Love you with all my heart. what am i to do. Its the new year and im still not happy. No one to spent it with. Knowing that she is sick.. Im sorry, sorry i am nt there to take care of u :(

A day filled with excitement

Well I started my day by taking 2 separate buses to Uni and entered a meeting. An proud o myself though to live a day with NO car... Lol so after that i entered class and enjoyed a slight debate. Besides that waited to have dinner with college mates and we certainly had fun. Ahaha all the food oh dear!! After that michelle,susan and i decided to walk to Sunway Pyramid for a movie..大英雄，小男人:) later will be walking back to complete assignment... Its going to be a longggggg night!!

Its that time of the year again:)

Christmas this year to me is a little depressing but that doesnt stop me from pushing myself into a pool of joy and happiness...This year i might take thing up a notch. Will try my best though... Erm well not that high a notch. hehe i hope tht these few pic of my own photography would help put you in the mood of enjoyment and hope that u will enjoy ur christmas mood ;) merry blessed christmas and a happyyyyy new year:)