Some scar are meant to STAY

When a person does wrong for the first time we would forgive them i they ask for it. What if it was a continuous occurance? And what if the reasons used was "please forgive me for the LAST TIME" how many last time are there? What is LAST? Are you that dumb not to notice that you have been the one doing the wrongs and I am the one fixing your mess. What am I? Your maid? You come to us with a pathethic face which really got sympathy from everyone and NOT only that, you scrutinize my reputation until people think im the villain.. Please.. Im not as evil as your are. I think it ends everything.. Im done trying to ignore the pain u have caused and im also done wasting my time trying to save you, I tot u were worth it but actually you are not worth anything. Worst case scenario is that you still dont know where u went wrong, you're disgusting and filthy and rotten in EVERY WAY! I used to help u coz I thought u needed sincere help but it turns out ir just a hypocrite, a wolf on sheeps clothing! Go torture someone else for the scar yi have caused has bleeded to often and i will not be stupid again .

Lost for love

A story that began a few years back with ups and down.. Funny when the whole world colapse when the love of ur lifee leaves u. Im sorry if i had done anything wrong. Forgive me. i still love u... I still do. Love you with all my heart. what am i to do. Its the new year and im still not happy. No one to spent it with. Knowing that she is sick.. Im sorry, sorry i am nt there to take care of u :(

A day filled with excitement

Well I started my day by taking 2 separate buses to Uni and entered a meeting. An proud o myself though to live a day with NO car... Lol so after that i entered class and enjoyed a slight debate. Besides that waited to have dinner with college mates and we certainly had fun. Ahaha all the food oh dear!! After that michelle,susan and i decided to walk to Sunway Pyramid for a movie..大英雄，小男人:) later will be walking back to complete assignment... Its going to be a longggggg night!!

Its that time of the year again:)

Christmas this year to me is a little depressing but that doesnt stop me from pushing myself into a pool of joy and happiness...This year i might take thing up a notch. Will try my best though... Erm well not that high a notch. hehe i hope tht these few pic of my own photography would help put you in the mood of enjoyment and hope that u will enjoy ur christmas mood ;) merry blessed christmas and a happyyyyy new year:)

30-Hour Famine

8th and 9th July 2011 marks the special occasion..

30-Hour Famine was one of UNIRAZAK Chinese Students Association (UCSA) event which lasted for 2 days and 1 night. Campers and committee were required to eat before they started the Famine. Participants were asked to fast from

10.00 am (8/7/2011) to 4 pm (9/7/2011)

[a total of 30 HOURS]

throughout the whole process, enjoyment was at its best...

Mother's Day :)

Mother's day. A day where everybody celebrates the happiness that they themselves share with their beloved mother. Every mother is a saint to their children in their own way. It is just how we acknowledge this. Sometimes for this occasion, some people tend to go to the extreme and yet their mothers are unhappy.What actually makes mothers happy is that they tend to want the simplest things in life (this is what I have learnt through time ). Every mother just wants a F-A-M-I-L-Y... (Father And Mother , I Love You) that is all actually.

Well for me this year and last year would be the hardest. Although trying to embrace this "feeling" is said to be easy, am I that weak to change? or an impact of a lost mother was a tremendous change in my life? I seriously do not know where to start. It is like i am able to help change people but yet I can't change myself. The pain of it has really lost my confidence in life. Yet I must show a stronger exterior for i must not make people weaker than me collapse with me.

A question that I tend to ask when I see ill- mannered children towards their parents. Why won't they learn? Is it because that they must have a certain loss then only they will reflect and understand? Well let it be and to all mother's out there "HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY" ..

Are you Game for it?

Personally, I thought that it has a meaning to being friends. After knowing you, my life has changed tremendously( in the worst of ways). I do not know what else is there about you that does not seem to make friends work. I have made up my mind that you should be best left in your own world.

Tell me, what really makes you hate me so much? In your own manner you despite me and talk about me based on your insecurity. Have I no dignity? Have I no pride? What you did was just hurtful and plain revengeful. I do not know how i should move on with a friend like you.

You decide.. should be friends that care or that doesn't care.