I think i survived the Hectic life.. i'm ALIVE

...It was like a blink of an eye when my weekend trip back to my home town ended.....I guess i managed my time well... on Friday i reached KL sentral at around 9.05pm... which then i had to run to catch the LRT to Armada hotel as i promise my girlfriend that i would meet her there for it was her 6th Form orientation night... Surprising enough everyone missed me and gave me hugs as if they have not seen me for years...but then i was to tired to stay and decided to snap some pictures and leave early....

On Saturday..I was a little under the weather... but then after a few hours of rest... 
I was fully charged to attend a wedding dinner at the Westin Hotel... Food was limited as they served us individual  portions... as we were Chinese people we were totally lost when it came to food ethicate..We just "main hentam" on which cutlery set to use...and out of the whole dinner there were 3 things i loved the most... ! 1st ... The red and white wine... my cousin and i had almost nearing 3 bottles each of wine and not get drunk.. awesome aren't we?..2nd Was the ballroom setting... and lastly was the dessert..

~Sunday... Decided to bring my hp for repair and decided not to repair for it cost almost half a thousand....Fuhh..!!! i decided to take a train back to KAMPAR at 5.50pm.. estimated time to reach was 8.30pm but due to some delay i reached at around 9.30pm...had dinner with friends and did some assignment and reading up for exams... Now relaxing while blogging (4.55AM) ...And im not planning to sleep... (~.~)"

Life in KAMPAR..

Hey there...

I try to adapt myself to the new lifestyle here... it has already been almost a month and a half..getting used to it but just hate it cause pipmples keep popping out from my face...GOSH...im beginning to look ugly... anyway all my lecturers are nice particularly my Basic Professional Writing tutor and my Chinese Language teacher... welll wat to do they still young... so they still enjoying their life...and that excludes marking...ahaha..

~ alright... for almost 2 months i've been here, i've met pretty plenty of nice people... but there are a few in my top list...

1.Pei Sing 

2.Pui Yung

3. Thong ming

4.Wai Li

5.Michelle

6.Phavithra

7.Kalpana

8. Jasper

(P/S the num does not mean the rating...)

and the list goes on and on..they are my family here in Kampar... without them i don't think i'll be as i am...As i try to potray a jovial character to make other people laugh and make peoples day... yet there will still be people  who despite my character but do not want to say it straight to my face....I dun understand why... this is something that had me baffeled to about it..anyways...im here to talk bout my new friends... i just figured that all my friends have unique personalities, 

1. Michelle- She will be the 'Blur' girl who will always put a Smile on my face..

2. Phavithra- A friend who is always there when im down and will say somthing to trigger my humour.

3. Kalpana - my friend who has an on and off switch when it comes between Work and Play..

4.Jasper  - A younger brother who i wished i have had.

5.Pei Sing - A young mom who will listen to all my problems when i need her to.

6. Pui Yung - An individual with a spunk of hapiness in life..

and thus i am who i am in KAMPAR for they are here for me and this are the people whom i will cherish and will live in my memory till the last breath i exhale.. :) Happy Reading

the BOY who was FEMININELY classified.

~there... here it goes... there is this guy named Khoo Boo Yang...i kinda live with him as he is my housemate...he is very open to things and love games....to cut the story short... im going to tell you bloggers what happened.... it was campus when he was mingling around with a few girls and they were obviously attracted to him for he was kinda hot....but he is already in a relationship.. so too bad...but...this two girls who was with him said that he was 80% PRETTY...10%cute.. 5%handsome...and 5% innocent... but for to call a guy pretty made my friend wonder... so he asked :"what if i called you handsome...?"..without any hessitance...both of them simultaneously answer :" I would be the happiest person in the world..." by that satatemant my friend fainted...and when regained cconciousness....he has made a conclusion that... they are very unique people......XP.

mentality..

Hey guys.... being in uni for almost a month thinking that im able to get away from all of the past nonsense is not really working... like they use to say.... the past will always come and haunt you... hehe... anyway i was like my usual self trying to make friends with everyone but yet there are some people who would just wont sit quietly.... they just would have the slightest intention to ruin your day.... that was how my life went around in uni... funny eh...in short....ALL morons are the SAME!!! XP

RELATIONSHIPS..

HEY...dear readers....i need your opinion..

when we fall in LOVE...do we seriously have to give up EVERYTHING in life...thats what i feel rite now...i already gave my all in in this RELATIONSHIP...what is making it so HARD to make it work....I've tried approaching this matter from SEVERAL directions....BUT...WHY DO I STILL BARE THE PAIN!!!!!WHY?!WHY?! ...is it really my fault to show that i care....is it really my fault to show that im trying to make this relationship work???IS IT A WRONG THING TO DO....A WRONG STEP TO TAKE???WHY is it so hard to maintain a relationship....im beginning to doubt myself.... in EVERYWAY.....

~am i NOT suppose to FALL IN LOVE....

~am i the RIGHT ONE for her????

~am i REALLY rushing myself in this relationship

~am i the WORST bf in the whole of this UNIVERSE..

im now questioning myself....maybe its all true... or maybe its a thought that is CONSTANTLY playing in my mind.... :(

C.R.E.A.T.I.O.N....

~DEAR BLOGGERS...

 i do not know whether is it me or do you people fell the same way.... i can be reall stressed outat things but the only thing that can calm me down...is when i look at unique flowers..its just that flowers have this special ability to either make you feel relaxed or just make our hearts melt... i guess that this is one of GOD great creation??? well this are a few type of flowers i found to be lovely...(look at it carefully and donate an opinion)....

O.P.E.N.M.I.N.D.E.D.N.E.S.S....

Dear Fellow Bloggers....i was looking thru the yearbooks that were published during my schooling years and i was thinking back of those days(yes i know....im old...) but one thing struck me was... the form sixes..

~As years passed...i observed ...those days in 2001(i think.) the fellow form sixes were so openminded that the would hug each other when they saaw each other...and the lower forms wouldn't dare say a thing and they accepted it for a fact....Nowadays, if a guy were to hug another person...it would have been a sin....why do these people have such a  mind set as if they were uneducated..?? (honestly speaking...it's a shame) We are moving towards a more divercified era and a more civilised era (but due to some "problems").. we aint moving anywhere....you figure that out...tell me... is it fair for these "people" who have less education and experience to act like hulligans and judge other people...???