when we fall in LOVE...do we seriously have to give up EVERYTHING in life...thats what i feel rite now...i already gave my all in in this RELATIONSHIP...what is making it so HARD to make it work....I've tried approaching this matter from SEVERAL directions....BUT...WHY DO I STILL BARE THE PAIN!!!!!WHY?!WHY?! ...is it really my fault to show that i care....is it really my fault to show that im trying to make this relationship work???IS IT A WRONG THING TO DO....A WRONG STEP TO TAKE???WHY is it so hard to maintain a relationship....im beginning to doubt myself.... in EVERYWAY.....
~am i NOT suppose to FALL IN LOVE....
~am i the RIGHT ONE for her????
~am i REALLY rushing myself in this relationship
~am i the WORST bf in the whole of this UNIVERSE..
im now questioning myself....maybe its all true... or maybe its a thought that is CONSTANTLY playing in my mind.... :(