Happy NEW Year!!

Thats right my dear Bloggers!!

Here come the time of the year when you say good bye to the old and it is in with the new.

Some people might take the initiative to make room for resolutions but i have given up on that... we never find time to fulfill it. It just makes the feeling even worse knowing that we are so useless for something that we already set up to achieve but just fails to achieve it. Each of us should know our own capability, should know our own effort placed in it :)

So in 2010 we shall all live a life being optimistic and less pessimistic ..

I wish you all

(:A life filled with Peace , Love , ANd Balance :)

Happy New Year 2010

May All Your Wishes come True

The reality of life is just so unpredictable.. making it so hard for us to cope with and decipher it, It is really saddening to know that people who you think really knows you is the one who does their best to either use it to please you or use it to hurt u greatly. i just am so greatly confused.. to be sure this is what life makes of me i have decided to push out what is rotten in me and make it the best of me in the year to come. But then sometimes.. have you ever wondered how life will quality of life change if there are some people are too ignorant to admit their mistakes..or maybe some are too selfish to give in?? or even some who are terrible at making right decisions to please others?? are these all realities of life which cannot be predicted? it is killing not only me but most of us.. life is like a apple bitten by a worm..It is only rotten on one side... but we throw the whole thing away..but why can't we cut that part off and live it with ? My point is...living life will only be effectively fun if we see it positively and making it worth living...

~cheers!!~

Merry Christmas!!

To all My fellow bloggers and all my friends and EVERYONE!!!!

" Merry Blessed Christmas and happy 2010!!!"

You Don't Know Yourself until Someone Points It out!

People just continue to act like who they are without knowing whether what they do is accepted by other people or not. Well I'm guessing, a whole lot of things we do are mostly not accepted but then in Malaysian culture i must point out is we don't even care. Is that a good thing or a bad thing ?

If people were to not care then there would not be any changes in life right? Well lets get top the point of my post.. I began to realize that ,the time you understand yourself the most is the time someone else comes and proves you wrong and it is always a bad timing (Trust me) I can say that i guess what we feel is not necessary what others see? am i right? Well we often live in denial that once someone comments about how we are... we all get defensive. I mean it is in our human nature to be defensive..Sometimes defensiveness does not mean me despite that particular person or we do not bother about what they say.. it just means what has been said about us needs time for us to decipher .. thats all ... just a thought :)

in much pain!

Im writing this for my readers to know that some poeple just doesn't know how life goes... they preconceive and misinterpretate people thinking that the only thing they do matter and the world revolves around them. I mean, for humanity sake , you are not the only one living here and NOt everything revolves around you!!! Why on earth are you making it such an issue then? tell me!! Since you think you are so righteous and apologize out of guilt.. you can stick that sorry up your ass and it doesn't even matter! its like Spilled milk!!! once done there is no return! Why bother committing the crime when you end up being sorry for, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH of TOLERATING! and I have nothing to do with you ANYMORE!!

Silence.

i was taking my music exam when i was staring at these to speech impaired and was observing how they communicated...It made me realize that when we are perfect we tend to look at each others imperfections... but when we are imperfect we always bring out the perfection of each other...

I realized that when we are silent we tend to expressed more than what we should and when we speak up its almost like the sound of an empty vessel when people pretends to pay attention to you ... it really hurts feelings....

" when you are silent, you are speaking.... But when you are speaking.. you are silent... ''

A quote from the movie Talentime by the late yasmin ahmad.

decide whether u want to be silent or noisy ...

Time and Changes

hey all...

After a fairly long time abandoning my blog, i've decided to blog about these past few weeks..

Life was uncertain for me as i was at a lost when it came to adapting to a new environment as my housemate had moved out. I wish him luck.

But there will always be a barrier between things that sometimes we cannot describe.. maybe it is just meant to be that way to make sure its full of interest and surprises. Sometimes change is good but sometimes it just doesn't favor you. It is what choices or changes we decide to make to live life to the fullest. :)