Lop-sided

Say things in front of my face... Don't ever rub it in when I'm not looking..

The level of respect i give you has not BEGIN to have it's limits.!

Screw YOU!

Don't Fuck up My life when I'm trying hard to fix it straight...

Leave my LIFE alone..

Don't try and screw it just Because yours is screwed

!@#$%^(*&^%$

DARN YOU!!!

I have feelings too okay.!

Stop spreading Bull Shit!`

More than Words :)

Winning... Is it EVERYTHING?

Winning... It must be a great feeling.. I am positively sure that Most of you will agree.. but.. Is it Everything?? I question myself everytime... to make sure it runs smooth...My life i mean... But why are there still people who ONLY want to win?

"Kiasu-ness" is something i hate... really... What you all get? temporary Satisfaction?

"Do we REALLY want TEMPORARY satisfaction or LONG TERM satisfaction....."

-Freestyler~!-

Nothing to SAY..

Is LIFE that short...

Then, Why do we still waste it?

Like what i read about Alviss...

It saddens me...

But

Are we learning from it? Changes in life ?

How do we make it better?

::

Being in Segamat for a few days have already made me realized what i have lost..

and it also made me think and understand hardship of living almost without parents.

Sharing it with others only made me stronger than usual.

But then

This suppressed feelings...Would anyone understand?

If you shouted it out loud.. Who would response?

but

would they understand...

I GIVE UP..

making a DIFFERENCE?

:: Tell me Honestly...::

~What is making a difference? is it really about lying to other people when no effort is put in??

The hectics you put FRIENDS in when u pull a wool over our eyes?~

Help Me learn the meaning of change.. What is CHANGE?

WILL the BE CHANGE?

will we all DIE being the STUPID old COWS that we already ar?

Start Thinking:)

~FreeStyler~!

Appalam..

Watched Appalam with Michelle and Susan..

Although it was a Tamil Film... We all Still laugh our hearts out..

Besides that..

WE decided to watch a light humorous movie before we battle our FINALS..

-FreeStyler~!-

Marriage!

Marriage...

Someone who confirms themselves are legally tied in matrimony..

So On the 13th of November

Miss Amberley and Mr Alvin Tan

Were there LOVE involved? YES! Plenty In Fact!

The symbolism of matrimony is the fact that two people were plunging into

Mutual RESPONSIBILITY and Mutual UNDERSTANDING...

BUT

Is marriage always this sweet.. well i QUOTE..

"Marriage is Made in HEAVEN...and so is THUNDER and LIGHTNING"

so everything in life has it's ups and down..

Well to Miss Amberley.oops i mean MRS Tan... may you be blessed with eternal Happiness from God to live as ONE with MR Alvin Tan!! :)

-FreeStyler~!-

Sometimes..

Sometimes shit happens and we do not know it... just like what happened to me... something bad always happen and always they come to us unaware.. hmmm.. enough of philosophy in a day.. now hear my story.. i feel sad and not because i lost someone.. but it is because i lost my laptop and harddisk. Not only that, i also lost my friends stuff.. But what pierces the most is when all memories that are in picture forms of my happiest moments are missing.. and what almost killed me was assignment that were due soon were in my lappie...

Well as the chinese people use to say, "if the old does not go, the new does not come" well it was really costly.. Besides that..I was still pondering on hoe to retrieve back my mum's photo. T.T

It's all gone, but then Michelle (my daughter) told me that, my um will always be in my heart. i felt relieved.

Well this post is just to release depression, suppression , and also tension.

-Freestyler~!-

Birthday!

We celebrated Quenie and Girlie's birthday! together..

Even though rivalry pushes us apart it is the friendship that pushes the rivalry away.

So...

we All gather around in De Garden Cafe which is located in Sunway

( The ambiance was nice and pleasant to the eyes.)

But

What really caught my attention was the setting of the place was as if it was at the outskirts of town.

(My drink : De Garden Milk Tea)

(If i'm not mistaken it is Lemon Blue Soda)

(Grilled Cheese Chicken Chop with Mushroom sauce)

(Garlic bread and Famous mushroom soup)

Before Departing we decided to keep a token of memory to remember who and where we celebrated the auspicious day

(Standing L-R: Wendy,Susan,Wan Xin,Wenny,Stephanie and Michelle)

(Seated L-R: Eugene Teh, Brian(me), Gilbert Goh, Skye Toh and Bernie)

"Life if full of Questions,Friend are always the Answer..Seek them and you shwll find that there are no Difficulties in LIFE :) "

-FreeStyler~!-

Shortness.

Im wondering,

Life is Short... Should i even SHORTEN it even more.

I'm Depressed.

God Help me..

Take care Guys if i Shorten my Life.

Will always cherish happiness spent together.

-FreeStyler~!-

Some Things are meant to Think about!

::SILENT=LISTEN::

We know we are told to live life to the FULLEST...

But

How many of us know the meaning? or Even know the way to do so?

Sometimes if we just keep quiet.. and LISTEN to the SILENT message..

We would realize that GOD sends us messages ALL the time..

Look at the Picture below:-

What can we LEARN from it?

Honestly..

To me, I see it as an individual being able to be SIMPLE and yet STAND OUT!

and

this by far is the most valuable LESSON!

If we don't LISTEN with our HEARTS..

we would NEVER acknowledge this beautiful message...

being simple doesn't mean that we are an island on our own..

It means that we are not changing WHO we REALLY are to PLEASE others..

We are JUST remaining THE WAY God has made us

and also

Accepting the fact that we do not need to OVER DO things to let people notice us but yet

Subdue every negativity and channeling into producing something subtle.

Originality is always better than ANY OTHER characteristics in the WORLD

-FreeStyler~!-

Blogging in Class!! :)

Im having a reallll fun yet boring clas... im blogging while in class... update you later.... gtg for TALK... hahaha

Im Finally LEGAL!!! :P

Thank you soooo much to Miss Wendy, Miss Tessa, Gor( Goh Seng Thong) , Qua Chee... Friends... and FAMILY>> i really love the party...

:)

Im FiNaLlY 21!!!

LeGaL!

Everything=NOTHING

Now i suddenly feel a breeze of depression..

Why is it so that I am able to feel and comfort other people

BUT

I can not understand myself

STUPIDITY just stroke me..

and SELF PITY is the DEADLY consequences,

It was once a happy child that turn utterly dull...

"Once a Child that always smile,

Leaving a trace of happiness long gone,

If i stay in existing way,

There is nothing else that i can say"

WOW!

Figurines Madness :P

Abstractness and Craziness has its Boundaries!

When we look at people... They seem complex to us just like an art.

But then only "Talented" people see them in a different aspect and this makes me wonder.

What is ABSTRACT? What is being CRAZY?

Lets' take a few minutes to ponder upon this Questions.

Am I an ABSTRACT person?

Do i OVER-THINK things?

OR

When I think TOO hard... Does this mean I'm CRAZY?

Thought about this a long time but there is still no valid answer for me...

it is just that, I feel there is ONLY a FINE line between ABSTRACT and CRAZINESS..

I think i slanting towards Craziness....

Tiredness with no regret! :)

Alright a short post...

:::: Being the emcee for the Mid autumn event wasn't easy because we needed concentration!!! :)

But then we had loads of fun... THank You All that has helpsed!!! THANK YOU!!!

Tiredness with no regret! :)

One Malaysia?

Well... I'm very tired to begin with...i was at Annexxe hall with my Co-emcee miss Tessa and miss Lau swet yen...

But then we were stressing on the last minute changes... even so, we did not loose our temper and actually enjoyed ourselves :)

but most importantly we works together despite all races :)

Enjoy this video :) Cheers XD

-FreeStyler~!-

New Toy :D

I was looking for this for a VERY long time:)

i finally found it

I bought my finally long awaited PLASMA BALL!!!

-FreeStyler~!-

LOVE....

What is LOVE?

Is love meant to HURT?

Is love something that makes us feel Vulnerable?

Does love make you IMMUNE to all sorts of stuff??

Is love a DRUG?

Tell me What is LOVE..

::

::

Love is MUTUAL!

Love is ALL about RESPECT!

Love is NOT about MAKING YOU FEEL PROUD!

Love is about CARING for others!

::

::

That is the power of LOVE :)

-FreeStyler~!-

Happy Mid-Autumn Celebration!!

A nIgHt wHeRe tHe mOoN is FULL aNd tHe sKiEs are CLEAR!!!

sO we aLL gAthEreD at JoEy Li's house... :)

Well Honest to say i really had a blast seeing ALL act so childishly..:P

It really brings out youth! and family ties are the strings of LOVE that never breaks!

HaPpY mId-AuTuMn fEsTiVaL!!! :)

-FreeStyler~!-

Deeds are meant to be done!! XP

The usual thing happen today.. i woke up LATE for i had no class at all(this was to regain SLEEP)

then went to check up on Grandpa who was still in the hospital... was admitted yesterday..Luckily it was ONLY dehydration..nothing big!

While waiting for the doctor to come and check on him... i decided to go donate BLOOD

YES...i donated 450ml of my precious blood.. well it is for a great cause..

anyway... i was waiting for this day after getting time in my busy schedule..

After that... i was really tired as i drove back to fetch Stephy Cheong.. Luckily... she drove me back to her mum's place for dinner... LOVE you Jie jie.... May God bless you!! What would i do without you!! :)Thank you soooooooooo much

Lesson learnt: Good things come back to us without asking for it.. :)

-FreeStyler~!-

Mid-Autumn Festival

Shopping at Sunway pyramid with Stephy Cheong, Joey Li , And Joel Lieng has made my day.. even though i was really tired i still had enough energy to go and see the outside world... We first made a stop at the centre court where we witness the professional pastry chef moulding the fresh-handmade mooncake... It was fresh from the OVEN!!! So tempting... and as i stared upwards i saw Lanterns hanging which boosted my excitement to know that Mid Autumn festival is around the corner!!! Woohoo!!! and this post is to wish ALL READERS!!!

HAPPY MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!!!!!

The Pastry Chef that showed us hands on how to make the mooncake:)

:: The beautiful end result::

::Lanterns Galore!!!::

Bad Luck?? Well Shit happens..

::Well today(Sunday, 19/9/2010) was an unfortunate day for my dad... im serious.. he went to church and parked at the side of the church..which was near thought o the construction site.. so as predicted..his car was the lucky car to get it... :( well nothing much i could say.. but just look at the pictures...

Rush Galore Day!! hahah

:::::::::: Okay... I just reached HOME!!! (2.30A.M.) hahah amazing aren't I??? so today i was the driver to drive Ah Gong and Joey Li to Tropicana Medical Centre... where her brother in-law was admitted... so after a filling fish head noodle meal.. we went there... here are some pictures..

(above):: The flower arrangement to cheer him up after an operation.. :)

(below):: his youngest daughter striking a "fierce" pose :P

(above): Conference of soon to become doctors... heheh

:::::::::: After paying him a visit and to make sure that he is alright after the surgery.. we sent Joey Li's sister back home, and there we felt very welcome because the youngest girl was really really cute... i felt like kidnapping her back... she decided to show us ROCKS that was painted... and they were so colourful... and she was excited to share her "treasure" with us.. which made me realize yet again.. that "HAPPINESS LIES IN THE EXPRESSION OF OTHERS AND NOT IN YOURSELF"

(Above):: all her collections of hand painted rocks...(nice ryte??)

(Below):: there is the mischievous girl :D and her collections!! (close up!)

:: later that night... i rushed myself over to Auntie Anna's place.. for Amos Wong and Elaine Mah's Birthday.. May you both grow with all the joy that you may cope with and are able to spread it vastly throughout the world to make it a more colourful world..

::I was rushing like mad because i had to get the ingredients and Prepare the SALAD by 9 P.M!::

by the time i gathered all the ingredients it was already 8.45P.M and it seem rarely possible and

knowing me... i made the impossible possible... ahahah and I think it was a success!!

Well.. Like they say.. Picture paints a Thousand words...:D

(Above) : the Birthday girls cake!!!
(above) : Amos... the adorable yet naughty girl!!

(below): Amos and the mother ( we all know where Amos learnt her naughtiness from) XP

:: The PROBLEM-FREE children::

Lesson learnt : when sad or depressed, it is sometimes best to just suppress them and smile..for we do not want to trouble others with our own problem... When someone smiles at you.. It does not mean they do not have their own problems..it is just that they do not need to burden you with things they worry and not for you to worry :D

-FreeStyler~!-