It COMES and it GOES!!!!

you know people out there... i have something to tell you guys....

~it is often sad that we feel a great sense of loss when we loose something or someone dear to us....i felt that today...i felt a great sense of loss when my grandaunt had just recently passed away... i am sad because i was planning to visit her on Chinese New Year...well thats one thing that i didn't get a chance to fulfill and truly a disappointment to me.....Knowing that i will never be  able to see her again makes me sad... well i am sad because she always treated me like i was extremely precious to her......i really want to cry out loud but there is a a part of me inside that is holding back my tears tell myself that GOD has taken her back because she has suffered enough in this world and its time to bring her to a place that she will get all the love that she deserves....

~May Her Soul Rest In Peace~

its so close!!!

Hey!!!!!

~ im back from a long christmas break which im extremely satisfied with....im totaly relaxed and im fully hyped ...especially when new year is around the corner....

Okay....we all know that 2008 it ending and 2009 is taking over...im a little sad and happy at the same time....

sad!!! because:-

~im going miss the times that i knew more friends and became real close with them....making a fool out of my self just to make other people laugh... :) (it was seriously worth it.... im alsgoing to miss the times that i enjoyed myself,,,,with te ones that i really loved....

Happy!!! because:-

~i want have a new beginning in life... open a new chapter... and being able to start a new chapter in life as im able to forget all the sorrowful moments and never want to relive it....

SO....... Happy new year ......May 2009 be a blast!!!!

Happy Birthday!!!!!

This is a SPECIAL posting for a SPECIAL person i know..... he is my adik angkat.... who is pettite and fun to be with....u will fell very happy and he makes you feel worry-less when being around him coz he will crack jokes... anyway just wanted to wish him...

~"HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADIK HAZIM!!!!" ~

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!!!!!

FIGHT...

HEY... 

~Im back...err..... from 2 days break....this just came to my mind.. FIGHT!!!

no im not asking my readers to start a fight or anything....ahahaha... just think... why do we like to read, watch and listen about stories or movies or gossips about people fighting..like duh....it makes your day interesting rite?????..you know,those who say they have NEVER fought in their lifetime ...well... They are BIG LIARS.....come on...mankind's mind set is tuned to not accept any slight irritation...  and that is normally what triggers the yelling and the throwing of pots and pans...oohhh not forgetting the breaking of their "China's"....and for married couples... once you  get married you are normally and  for surely given an invisible ticket to collect "arguement points".... and once your point ticket is fully filled... you will automatically qualify yourself to a lucky draw to get divorce (this is the time when you go telling your close friends that "my marrige is on the rocks")... and if you're the lucky one or should i say the unlucky 1...the divorce happens.....haihs.... its a real pity how humans cant live in peace and harmony...if we do wont this world be a wonderful place to live in???( oh....how cliche) rite?? but if there were no fights... there wont be any fun...(for the spectators...cause they enjoy the most....when watching!!!!)... well i"ll rasionalize it out for you why fight happens.... you see fight mainly happens when you suppress your feeling... letting it out in quarrels or what so ever will let other people know what you are going through  and what you are feeling....(",)

~remember...letting it out will always make you feel better... trust me i know... try it in a more suttle way!!!!so tell me whether you agree or not....just let me know ur point of view('',)...like always... i want to know...

(p/s....make the fight last a while...when you fight... make it memorable...heheheh)

IT'S UNFAIR ISN'T IT....

HEY!!!!!!

~I was talking to my friend Adrian online and he was telling me that he was attending a costume party cum annual dinner which was hosted by the company that he works for....he told me that he had no idea what to wear....so it brought my mind wondering....why is it so unfair that we as guys have only limited choices of clothes to wear where as the opposite sex have plenty of clothes to wear.....anyway for guys we only have tuxs,jeans,shirt,t-shirts and jeans to wear...it might come in different colour but its the same style...(Adrian really knocked that fact into my head....)

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but for the females ....sad to say im jealous that they get to wear beautiful gauns... (come on...) we get to see them wear different types of  clothes for every event....every year without fail i would catch the Oscar's....Every actress there would show up there there with a different outfit.....so i guess their mansion is more for their "Couture"(i hope i got that spelling right) than for themselves....ahahaha unlike men....they have limited colour but plenty of design..

NOW....YOU TELL ME... IS IT FAIR????????? 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.....

HELLO!!!!

~ i just wanted to express what are FRIENDS for...i was inspired to write this in my blog when i was flipping through my yearbook...i began to think.."hmm....i had quite a number of friends...but only a handful of them were my True FRIENDS....True FRIENDS  are people who are willing to lend a helping hand when you need it...During my schooling days some of my "FRIENDS" gave me nothing but trouble...well i guess if they tend to do so towards you they are not meant to be your FRIENDS...I  was pretty ignorant then(i think i still am)... i always had the perception that FRIENDS  were the most important thing in the world...(pretty foolish of me rite??)i use to ignore what my mum told me bout me being used by my so-call "FRIENDS"....well i guess once you are being used by THEM,you wont realize it until someone who knows you and truly cares for you,tells you rite???Besides back then i was still young and knew very little about interpretating someone by looking only at their exterior....But  as years passed im getting the hang of it....not to say im a pro at it...but this type of things need time.... (",) but those were when i was at lower forms...I still remember every recess i would run to the schools counselling room to tell my problems to my counsellor....and because i would go there very often,my counsellor would always be waiting for me...hahaha... but as i went to higher form like form 4 and form 5..i made knew friends who were,i would say, MORE understanding than my old friend... the old friends tried to sabotage  that strong friendship built and finally decided to ditch me from their  "clan"... i was hurt at first but then thinking back... i really couldn't stand their "bitchy-ness", back-stabbing,dishonesty and pretence...so i picked my self up and became great friends with those who were true to themselve and who were sincere.... and  fair enough i still keep in touch with them even after finishing form 5... Thanks to technology of course!!!!When i decided to continue my studies by doing form6...i made a few more friends and form6 student were so mature that they did not care what background you came from or what skin colour you are...all were treated fairly...i began to realise that these new friends were more knowledgable...understanding...BASICALLY...more Mature la...and it made me laugh at myself for foolishly making friends with that "clan"!!! ahahah they were far more childish compared to a 2 year-old... im glad my mum pushed me through form6... Overall.. i can say that my friends made my schooling life enjoyable...they not only gone through thick and thin with me but most importantly they brought colour into my life... ok after all that crap...i just want to state that F.R.I.E.N.D.S :-

~comes in all type of colours..

~always there for you.....

~shares happiness with you....

MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS ARE TRUE TO YOU AND THAT THEY ARE SINCERE TOWARDS YOU!!!

Christmas!!!!

I always had this question in mind.....Why would it snow everytime when christmas is near...????We all just have to believe that GOD made it this way to show us that Christmas is a very special occasion....to some of us christians... Christmas is the day where Jesus Christ( the son of GOD) was born of the Virgin Mary.....and it is a day that we Christians should celebrate...

but after all to me ....

Christmas stands for...
CHERISHING THE TIMES  SPENT AS FAMILY.

HAVING QUALITY TIMES WITH THE ONES YOU TRULY LOVE.

RECALLING MEMORABLE TIMES TO STRENGTHEN FAMILY BONDS.

INITIATIVELY STARTING A NEW CHAPTER IN LIFE.

SHOWING OTHER PEOPLE YOU ARE SINCERE.

TEACHING YOUNGER SIBLINGS TO LOVE EACH ANOTHER.

MAKING THE FIRST MOVE IN FORGIVING OTHERS.

A DAY TO PATCH UP BROKEN RELATIONSHIP.

SHARING EACH MOMENT WITH LOVED ONES.

and these are the reasons why all my christmases are still crystal clear in my mind....readers out there should really really enjoy christmas...for it only comes once a year.....the most important thing is not where you spend your christmas or how many christmas presents you recieve...but with who and how you  spend your christmas is wat makes it last and memorable!!!!

MAY YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!

-MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL-

Being a Fan of Celebrities!!!

You know i wanted to write about this after reading some old magazines! As i was flipping through the mag...i stumbled upon an article about my idol....you know everyone of us happens to have a celebrity that we admire and make them as one of our role models....well mine happens to be Jaclyn Victor...The reason i chose her was because i learnt something from her..back then..i watched every episode of Malaysian Idol just to see her perform...ahahaha...watching her strive to be the best in every episodes till the finals thaught me something valuable... i learnt that in order to achieve something we must practically work our ass out and also we must open our hearts and mind towards any constructive criticism!!you know thats in fact is the only way we will know our weakness and change for the better!!no joke!!!oh yea...i almost forgot...i also learnt that we should not be afraid and should  not let anything or anyone stop us from pursuing our dreams!!if we never try we never know!!! anyway thats my side of the story...i want to hear your side... tell me who and why you chose to be a fan of this particular celebrity?!!

imagination..

hey....you know...one morning,i was wondering... we all have heard of a saying that people normally use...."let your IMAGINATION run wild"....i find it very intersting,since we all have a certain level of imagination within ourselves...try thinking if we were to really let our imagination run wild in this era... would we be getting a reservation in "Tanjung Rambutan" Mental Hospital?????i guess we most probably  would...but you see we were the ones who created this saying and we are the ones who suffer from it... funny rite??so.. if you read this.. i want you to comment on it... i want to hear what you have to say on this...

should i or should i not??

Hey you readers out there... i just want to ask your opinion on this....

- You see...it all began today when i went to visited my aunt.She started shoving me with brochures on "fast-money-earning-schemes". She caught my attention for i was DEAD bored...it's a chain of coffee house.With a minimum investment of RM3300, as a member...you would be entitled to a monthly payback of RM150.00 and food vouchers worth RM50 that you can spend at any of their outlets.She told me that the more members that i bring in...i would be able to afford a Myvi within a year.At present she her self is reaping above RM1000 income monthly from members that she convinced.Believe it or not!!!